:'(

im sad. im distracted. im depressed. i listen to emo songs. i cried in my sleep. not that i've been sleeping these days. i think my face is getting uglier. i got eyebags. yes i cant sleep

if only theres someone that i can talk to. you guys are wonderful but now i need some help. anybody. i noe im overdramatic but haihhh.. i think its because of my ego. i cant solve my own problem. its still hanging. such a mess.

maybe im the one who's wrong all these while. i just dont want to admit it. i feel lonely but only when im sitting alone. duhh. but seriously i just dunno what to do. im so jealous of you! yes im jealous of you!

but i cant stop thinking
coz i miss you

:'(