Saturday, January 21, 2012

LDR sucks! :(

Hubby sent this video to me..

After watching..

goosshhh, what did I get myself into..This video makes me missing my boy so much. Grr. I know that this video contains a lot of mooshy kissing scenes but it really touches my feelings. It's like I can relate how they feel and all. For those who's in LDR they sure know the feeling of being far away from their loved ones and I have to say that eventho me and my boy tak sampai 5983 miles away. He's in Malacca je pon but it's really hard for not being able to see each other and it's killing me that I couldn't be there with him during the hard times. The feeling of missing him is almost unbearable sometimes *jiwang mood but it's true. It's hard.

It's harder if you know that you still can't see each other even if ada holiday pon and the parting time is the worst. I think I can't hold back my tears everytime I know that we will be apart the next day. :( I often jealous whenever I see other couples dekat campus and I get angry if people don't appreciate their partner. grr.

but im grateful that I'm not that far away from Haziq like that couple. Eventho that I'm far in the north and he's in the south but we're still in Malaysia. There's no different time zone and we can still text,call and skype. Plus it's just a 10 hours drive from Perlis to Melaka. It's been a month now since I last saw him and there are 2 months to go till we meet each other again.I just have to be patient that's all.

2012 i hope belum kiamat lagi

well, it's never to late to wish Happy 2012.

Dear, blog..I abandoned you again and again. But what to do, everyone dah layan tumblr and 9gag je buat apa nak baca blog. hahaha neways don't warry dear bloggy, I'll still stick with you coz I just found out that I do have a peminat here. Awww. For you dear peminat, I will continue to write. hehe

so, for this year's resolution *drumsroll


1. complete kan last years mission. Which is I would say that I'm kinda impressed with my last's year resolution. Agak berjaya ye di situ :)

2. take care of my face and try to get that porceline skin as soon as possible. Pakai lotion and everything *blah

3. control my temper. Really need to control that. I dunno what happend to my coolness, my 'go with the flow' mantra, it has been lost for a while. Maybe dah umur 20 tahun kot. Darah panas.

4. Smile and online more often. Online here means check everybody's tweets, tumblrs, blogs and appear online more often.

5. control my jealousy. Yeah..

6. DL please

7. Panjat segala gunung yang famous.

8. Be more grateful

hmmm i think thats all for now. At least what I could think of right now. So yeah wish me luck and happy 2012 people :)


Found this picture while organizing my photo albums in my lappie. Well, hearing myself "organizing" stuff sounds unbelievable but I manage to do it. *flips hair. Anyways,this post is for you my love. Sorry gamba gross but can't help it. This is one of the best moment with you mehehehe. Kulit pisang bulu di muka yumms!

Yeah, back to the picture, I still remember how we used to be so close. How we share our thoughts just by using our eye contact, gelak macam setan depan surau, share inner jokes that nobody understands us and call kau every sunday and wajib dengar aku jadi gila lepas minum soya. I miss that. But it's true about what you said to me that everybody change. I changed, you changed. Sume orang dah lain and sadly, everybody dah jauh from each other.

After high school paling ketara and after you entered matriks and me dicampak ke Arau..we hangout lesser and from 4 of us hangout then jadi 3.. it's kinda suck that kadang-kadang i feel left out about what's happening to my friend sume. But what to do..Guess what, sometimes when I heard Katy Perry's 'The One That Got Away', It makes me sad. Dunno why but maybe it's because I think that I'm not being a good friend sometimes. Sometimes I wanna call you and all but then I'm kinda afraid that I'm disturbing you or apa. I feel like I'm kinda penyibuk tiba-tiba nak tau pasal orang lain. Gay much? hahaha

anyways I dunno what is the point of this post pon but just wanna let you know that I'm so happy to know that you're happy now babe. We have got to meet! and me wanna get to know who's the boy behind that smokin smile of yours hahaha . Oh and I miss you so much btw. Banyak cerita nak diceritakan nih :p