LDR sucks! :(

Hubby sent this video to me..



After watching..

goosshhh, what did I get myself into..This video makes me missing my boy so much. Grr. I know that this video contains a lot of mooshy kissing scenes but it really touches my feelings. It's like I can relate how they feel and all. For those who's in LDR they sure know the feeling of being far away from their loved ones and I have to say that eventho me and my boy tak sampai 5983 miles away. He's in Malacca je pon but it's really hard for not being able to see each other and it's killing me that I couldn't be there with him during the hard times. The feeling of missing him is almost unbearable sometimes *jiwang mood but it's true. It's hard.

It's harder if you know that you still can't see each other even if ada holiday pon and the parting time is the worst. I think I can't hold back my tears everytime I know that we will be apart the next day. :( I often jealous whenever I see other couples dekat campus and I get angry if people don't appreciate their partner. grr.

but im grateful that I'm not that far away from Haziq like that couple. Eventho that I'm far in the north and he's in the south but we're still in Malaysia. There's no different time zone and we can still text,call and skype. Plus it's just a 10 hours drive from Perlis to Melaka. It's been a month now since I last saw him and there are 2 months to go till we meet each other again.I just have to be patient that's all.

2012 i hope belum kiamat lagi

well, it's never to late to wish Happy 2012.

Dear, blog..I abandoned you again and again. But what to do, everyone dah layan tumblr and 9gag je buat apa nak baca blog. hahaha neways don't warry dear bloggy, I'll still stick with you coz I just found out that I do have a peminat here. Awww. For you dear peminat, I will continue to write. hehe

so, for this year's resolution *drumsroll

2012 MISSION

1. complete kan last years mission. Which is I would say that I'm kinda impressed with my last's year resolution. Agak berjaya ye di situ :)

2. take care of my face and try to get that porceline skin as soon as possible. Pakai lotion and everything *blah

3. control my temper. Really need to control that. I dunno what happend to my coolness, my 'go with the flow' mantra, it has been lost for a while. Maybe dah umur 20 tahun kot. Darah panas.

4. Smile and online more often. Online here means check everybody's tweets, tumblrs, blogs and appear online more often.

5. control my jealousy. Yeah..

6. DL please

7. Panjat segala gunung yang famous.

8. Be more grateful

hmmm i think thats all for now. At least what I could think of right now. So yeah wish me luck and happy 2012 people :)

Sentimental

Found this picture while organizing my photo albums in my lappie. Well, hearing myself "organizing" stuff sounds unbelievable but I manage to do it. *flips hair. Anyways,this post is for you my love. Sorry gamba gross but can't help it. This is one of the best moment with you mehehehe. Kulit pisang bulu di muka yumms!

Yeah, back to the picture, I still remember how we used to be so close. How we share our thoughts just by using our eye contact, gelak macam setan depan surau, share inner jokes that nobody understands us and call kau every sunday and wajib dengar aku jadi gila lepas minum soya. I miss that. But it's true about what you said to me that everybody change. I changed, you changed. Sume orang dah lain and sadly, everybody dah jauh from each other.

After high school paling ketara and after you entered matriks and me dicampak ke Arau..we hangout lesser and from 4 of us hangout then jadi 3.. it's kinda suck that kadang-kadang i feel left out about what's happening to my friend sume. But what to do..Guess what, sometimes when I heard Katy Perry's 'The One That Got Away', It makes me sad. Dunno why but maybe it's because I think that I'm not being a good friend sometimes. Sometimes I wanna call you and all but then I'm kinda afraid that I'm disturbing you or apa. I feel like I'm kinda penyibuk tiba-tiba nak tau pasal orang lain. Gay much? hahaha

anyways I dunno what is the point of this post pon but just wanna let you know that I'm so happy to know that you're happy now babe. We have got to meet! and me wanna get to know who's the boy behind that smokin smile of yours hahaha . Oh and I miss you so much btw. Banyak cerita nak diceritakan nih :p

Recap!

I can tell that I'm not good with words and my blog is kinda boring. Yeah I know *ouch. So here I go..

Just a lil bit of images from the holidays recap :)

Outing with sisters

Keeping up with the err..Ibrahim? hehe

A day with Uitm mates

Genting!! *screeeaams

Super Bass

We're screeeewwwed

LASER TAG!!!! (Y)

:)

Disco skating aha aha

Holidays Recap

Hello wonderful people. As you know, my blog has been dead for i dunno how many months. I'm not lazy but the internet connection here just...sucks! haha ok ok. Mostly sebab malas la but if internet slow macam siput mana ada motivation. Hmm.. a lot of stuff had happened to me lately. Fun stuff and also stress gila stuff. Lots of bipolar mood swings but its ok, that's how I roll. Yeah man! Do the wiggle man!

So, Imma just gonna do a recap yaw!

October *bloody october!

-Went to Malacca to visit my hubby during the 12 days gap of study week. I know right!!!! Lama gila study break to the last paper so apa lagi, menjalankan misi yang terpendam la . Hohooo anyways, drove to Malacca by myself and the feeling was E.P.I.C.! satisfaction baby! The trip was worth it :) oh ohh and I went to the Funfair!

- Semester break starts

-Outing with Uitm mates at Sunway

- Feeling emo for the rest of the month coz all my plans Failed

November

- Exam results are out, depressed! :(

- Raya

- Dating with hubby :)

-Murni with Syamir, Fadzil, Nunu and Siqin. Miss them much!

-Chic pop with Syira and tried out Mukah with Syamir too

- Random trip to Genting with hubby

-Another trip to Genting with hubby and Syakirah

-Sisters day out

-Steamboat gathering at Seoul Garden with DJ peeps. Nunu, Alia, Hanna, Zaf and Fadzil was there

- Laser tag with hubby,Nunu and Fadzil

- 1 year anniversary dinner with ma love :)))

-Disco skating with hubby and sisters

yeaapp, I think that's pretty much it! Loving the holidays so much!

Study Leave!

Who says that you can't have fun when there's only two huh?

Lemme tell you darling, when you're with me, you're gonna have fun! :D

wehoooo..on the first day of study week, went to Penang with my perempuan pelik, Fana. Another random short getaway I guess. I've always wanted to release the tension before weeks of hardcore study. Well, all work and no play makes Mimi a dull girl rite? heheh

so yeah, just the two of us, rock and rolling!

Stayed at Tune Hotel. Ohh lemme tell you a secret, the receptionist is yummayh. Fana jadi gila jap hehe

Seriously, we had a day full of adventures and I have no idea why, but we're like Ying and Yang. Throughout our journey, I had a very very bad luck like almost everything! It's like I've been cursed or something. ok, I'll list down all my bad lucks.

1. Slipper rosak terkeluar tapak.

2. Stained my favorite and the only jeans that i brought that time.

3. Cut my finger.

4. Spilled coke in my bag. Sumpah bag banjir terus.

5. Kena saman RM10 for the parking ticket.

6. Have to wake up early and pay extra RM15 for the room because Jason (that yummy receptionist didnt put it in the bill for late checkout)

7. Dropped my left contact lens.

8. Engine kereta mati at 3am. Thanks to me :p

see, no kidding yo

thanks to this mamat mamat, we survived! Sempat naik one of the guys motor ok. hehehe I'm very proud of both of us cause we're so cool! hehe ok perasan jap but those guys macam impressed with us jugaklah :)

Ohh, and happy birthday Fana. It's her birthday and again, I'm not the first person to wish her eventho I spent the whole day with her. I know you love spending time with me rite dahliing? ;D

and this is how I look after spending more than 48 hours with her

hooligans!

Crashed the Hard Rock Hotel for a swim on the next day hehehe Soo Thelma and Louise. ;D. Overall, it was a really nice and spontaneous short getaway.

I'm ready for Finals now. Bring it on!

You're my missing puzzle piece

A year of knowing you, and still falling in love with you again and again

Happy Anniversary baby :)