Recap: April

Hello dear flamingo, this is my first recap post! Wipeee! feeling a lil bit excited when I got this idea masa tengah mandi. *syok sendiri again. Alright, let's get started.

On the first week of my part 4 semester break, my Dj peeps, party people, sisters and hubby were not in their holidays. Feeling alone and trying to enjoy my freedom at home, I've decided to spend my holidays doing things that I wanna do without waiting for anyone. Kira ni macam nak accomplish my mission yang tak brape mission while waiting for hubby to come back home la :( uhh.. since hubby was in Malacca doing his intersesi, I've decided to work part time with Syira! :)

First time working yaw and we decided to take the offer to be the...

dromrolls!!!!

THE FLIER GIRL!!

hahaa lame.

ok, ok so what jadi flier girl, dapat duit apa. Syira and I tried to get a job being an event manager for KIDS birthday party. It's like organizing party and stuff for KIDS! see how I emphasized the word KIDS? hehe  but in the end we decided to take this job since the gaji is not that bad la and getting a job during holidays is not in my mission list sangat pon.

So yeah, worked as a flier girl at a cafe in Uptown. Oh nama cafe tu Jin-Yi btw (i'll elaborate about the cafe later). My job is simple, give fliers about the new opening cafe to random people with certain criteria.

The criteria

1. mostly working people

2.hungry working people

3.

people that look rich and berduit

4.preferable non-muslim (ha, this part yang funny)

It's a simple job but requires you to be super patient and muka tebal. My word of the day was "Hello, new cafe sir." *hands out the flier and smile. Lepastu nampak orang buang kertas tu dekat depan mata -.- Seriously the owner of the cafe siap buat peta bagai where is the most strategic places and time to give the fliers. Dah la while he's briefing us about our job sume ada this big fat cockroach kat belakang dia! omg! Like super big and black! New cafe+cockroach=not a good image boss! *geleng kepala

Ohh, did I tell you that we have to wear polo shirt? hehehe

ok macam loser jap.

neways after working for 4 days under the sun, it's quite an experience jugaklah. Bonus point, while working we get to people watching jugak or in other words, usha or diusha haha :p

oh! theres one day, Syira and I were too tired and the flier tu asyik sama je banyaknya, we decide to walk while giving them to strangers. Cleaner ke, warga asing ke we bagi je and we put SOME in the mailbox, on the car..et c. hehee but then there's this makcik. Remember criteria #4? Syira saw a mak cik (malay) and she decided t

o give the flier to her.

Syira: cik ada cafe baru

ME: pss macam tak sesuai je bagi makcik tu

Makcik: err JIN YI??? halal ke?

Syira: ohh kedai tu tak dapat sijil halal agi but it's alcohol and pork free

Makcik: tak dapat sijil halal? EEE HARAM!! nah ambik balik *throws the flier

HAHAHAH EPIC MOMENT EVAH!

seriously I kinda pity Syira but I can't stop laughing at the makcik's expression!

sumpah garang gila.

but then, it was an awesome experience. Dapat la jugak some pocket money. Work for like less than 5days je pun :p

Take my breath away

This blog is officially lack of attention and soon to be dead. I got a request from my one and only fan and he said "bila nak update blog you?" and I was like. errr I totally forgot about my blog. haha not like there's anyone reading it pon kan. Dah boleh jadi bahan fossil ni. Pity my grandchildren nanti. If they wanna do scrapbook about salahsilah keluarga and wanted to put my blog as a reference mamang tak dapat lah. And I don't think in the future ada scrap-scrap book lagi. sigh..HAHA ok. hmm I might try tumblr instead but ntahlah rasa malas pula. Plus everything is too manstream nowdays. I kan retro :p

Oh well, since this is for my one and only peminat, I will still blog jugakla. So yeah, I'l post something in my free time and do some of recap posts about my semester break last two months. So yeah, this is for you ;)

Minnie Minnie

Honey, you make me wanna grow an afro and sing like Minnie Riperton so much.

You don't know how this week means to me baby. To see you and to be able to hold you again. It feels so good to be close to you and not missing you till it hurts.

Just wanna let you know that I love you always. Till we meet again, Haziq.

ps.ohh btw lama-lama tengok this video macam kelakar pulak. Ada ranting bagai kat rambut and she's kinda looks like Miss Jay? hihihii

Constant cravings

yummy :)

Spinning wheel

Ooooo..where can I get one?

Young girl don't cry

I think I'm officially an insomniac. Like seriously punya this time. I didn't sleep for 4 days straight! When I said that didn't sleep, I mean betul-betul tak tido. Not even a nap! Oh and the thing that people said if you didn't sleep for 3 days you akan nampak hantu, well that's a FREAKING LIE! I don't see no ghost! or maybe not yet la kot. hehe

So I've been thinking a lot lately, ofcoz I have to think alot la kan since it's final exam week. Imagine, exam week + readings + no sleep at all can do to your brain. Gila lah! so yeah, back to the part that I was thinking tu, I just learned that I have some emotional issue.

I know it's kinda weird for me to put this in public reading material but somehow I wanted to.

You know some people just can't stand other people being happy? you would go all crazy jealous and stuff? yeah that's me.

I have this orange book where I always write all my missions and stuff that I need to accomplish at some moments in my life. I wrote this and that hoping that one day that all these stuff will come true. Mostly about doing crazy adventurous stuff during uni life an all. I'm big on creating moments. I love spontaneous things, an adrenaline junkie and exploring is my thing. Yeah, that is me.

But then when reality strikes, I just can't do all that when I'm here in Arau. I just can't. I don't have any transport to travel around, I don't have the right people to understand my jokes, I don't have anyone to be there when I wanna do something crazy. I feel like I don't have anything. I feel so.. pathetic and kinda lost at the same time. It's almost 2 years I'm here in Arau but still.. I can't face the fact that I'm sooo tercampak jauh dari semua benda. Can't accept that I can't accomplish my mission, pergi concert, jalan-jalan teroka sana-sini. I'm missing out on everything that I wanna do so bad every. single. time!

So, when I heard that other people do this and that, I feel like I don't achieve anything in my life, I have no exciting things to tell. Just boring mimi, that's what I always thought of myself. And I feel bad for Haziq, yeah him especially coz whenever he's trying to tell me about all the exciting things, I started to feel jealous, angry and down about myself. That's so not right! I'm supposed to be happy not crazy psychotic angry. Sigh

I dunno what to do to make me feel like home here. Coz I really wanna feel like the old me again, you know the gelak kuat-kuat bimbo gila mimi? yes,I need her back. Kinda losing that girl everytime I'm here.

Just trust the voice within